DON’T FOLLOW THIS IF YOU AREN’T GOING TO TALK TO ME OR YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT MY POSTS.
DO NOT follow this if you are.
- Not going to talk to me/ build a relationship with me
- Not going to care about what I say
Thank you.
Used to, I used to be like, “OH MORE FOLLOWERS” but now I’m to the point where I like having less followers that actually talk to me and read my stuff. So, yeah, I’m going to start all over. Yes, again.
Hi, I’m Julia. I spend my Saturday nights alone because I have no life and all the people who used to be my friends now hate me. I don’t believe in love, and people tend to say that they love me when they really don’t. I write cheesy romantic novels that I never finish, and depressing poems that no one cares about. Along with trying to sing which I can’t do, and I love photography even if I suck at it myself.
HNNGGG. I wanna go here.
But i don’t want to see it with people here. I want to see it with Nicholas, so when it gets scary i can hide my face in his chest and hold his hand. I don’t like doing things with my friends here because they’re always with their boyfriends/girlfriends and i’m like. >.< and it makes me miss nicholas even more.
-.-
xwayshefeels: ilovemorganandkat: sacaha:
If you must know what it feels like to be crazy:
It’s like somedays you feel so connected to the people around you. You find them all kind. You want to learn and teach and share and kiss and touch.
One thing will go wrong. All the sudden it feels really hot. You panic. Your breath quickens. Feels like theres some kind of insane pressure upon you. Everybody hates you. EVERYBODY is out to get you. Anything you say will sound wrong. People are looking at you. All bad intentions.
Everything you have to do seems impossible. Even people on the street know you have failed sometime. You cannot have a conversation. You can’t even hear the other people. You’re thinking really hard.
Because you’re mind is trying to find a reason that maybe this will go away. Or maybe you can fix something but nothing makes enough sense to do it.
good lord it’s cold outside! and windy.. hair = a mess now. LOL
shut up. your hair is amazing. can i have it?
why
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BECAUSE HE’S 13, AND HE’S STUPID. AND HE THINKS THAT HE LOVES ME, AND HE DOESN’T AND OMG. I HAD TO LIE TO HIM TO MAKE HIM STOP. I NEVER LIE, BUT IF IT’S GONNA FUCKING SAVE HIS LIFE, THEN I’LL FUCKING DO IT.
SOMEONE IS ABOUT TO FUCKING KILL THEMSELVES BECAUSE OF ME.
AOFJSD
NO
NO
No
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
omg i can’t handle this.
i will not be the reason for this
no
actually i bet i still do.
now i always tried to be the flyest kid on the block
the popular one, with the rising stock
so thats when i had this bright idea
throw the party of the month? naw the party of the year.
OMG WHO AM I
OMG. I USED TO DANCE TO THIS SO MUCH.
SHUT UP. I CAN’T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING BECAUSE NO ONE CARES ABOUT ANYTHING THAT I DO. SO WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I CARE? DON’T PUT A GUILT TRIP ON ME WHEN I KNOW THE FUCKING TRUTH.
JULIA. you stop this. you know i care. :-\
this wasn’t anywhere towards you. sdiofjsd
this guy is just UGH.
buttonOh. and we can take 48340693506 pictures. Ok.
